You Raise Me Up

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Letting everything to be perfect, really hurts.

To youu,

I did read your blog. Hehh. Nehmind la youu, dont have to apologise. I'll try and accept the facts. Its okayy. Maybe, it meant to be like this. I've no more to say. We're like, drifting apart. You're too busy, and idk whats going on. Nehmindd, blearghhh.

And, if you think that I dont love you, its up to you. Idk how am I suppose to tell you again. Blearghhh. Whatever it is, whatever gonna happen, what I know, I'll still wait for you patiently. Hehh! Im just missing the old times. We dont used to be like this. Nehmindd laa. Let me be by myself. Maybe, I meant to be alone. Its okayy. Its your life. I cant do anything. Im no one to you. Its okayy.

Just want you to know, that Ilysm(:

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Things turn to be wrong. I've shouldnt predict it!

hey guys! sorry for not postinggg. hehh! Was busy with my KAYAKING 2 STAR COURSE :D
HEEE~ so yeaaa! At last, She's back :D weeee~ happy that she enjoyed her trip (:

So, life have been, kinda diffrent for me now. Alot of changes in life. And I mean, Its ALOT! pfft! Nehmindd, haha! No one knows how I fee right now. But luckily, I got my Beloved BROS :D Thanks for cheering me up :D appriciate it alot! Especially to 'Azhar, Rafi, Hafiz, Durrani, Haqim Ariandi and Danish, plus Luqman :D youuu people really help me alot :D haha!

yeaaaa, i know its difficult for me to accept the facts now. Its damn difficult. Bleraghhhh. I wish I could be somewhere far mannn! Danggg. But nehmindd. From what i know, i"ll still workhard, and still love her. Hehh! Although, I know that she dont need me, I'll still need her. I just want the old times backk. But I know, it wont come back. Nehminddd, let me be by myself. I'll try to stand on my own. Although I know I cant, I'll try. I just want you to know, I really Love you so muchh. I know that you're not into it, but im sureeee enough, I only love youu. Words doesnt tell everything. But its okayy. I'll understand. I'll just wait for youu. I swear (: I'll show you that, You're the only one that I lovee. Bleargghh. Maybee, you're just too busy with your stuff. I CANT DENY IT. You got ur own life. And I dont wanna interfere.
Like what I say, maybe I'll be alone again. Hehh! Nehminddddd then. If you just happen to read this, I'll just tell you this.
Maybe, you just dont know how much I need you. You may think Im playing around. But I guess, Im not. I truely lovee youuu. Although I feel down with what had happen now, Im always looking forward for a new day. Cause I know, Today is better than Yesterday. And Tomorrow, Will be Better than Today. hehhh! Nehminddddd, let me just end of this shit.
Maybe, You dont need me. I know Im not perfect for youu. I admit. But, I'll hold on to my words. I'll wait for youu, no matter how long it takes.
Takecare.

ps: ILYSM & IMYSM. It has been a long time, since the last time I met youu...

Friday, June 11, 2010

Woooohoooo~ what an enjoying week mann :D

hahaa! Had alots of fun with my Bros(: thanks for making my day, A WONDERFU ONE :D hahah! ayeee, and at last, SHE'S COMING BACK TOMORROW AFTERNOON :D YAYYAY! Cannot wait mannn :p blearghh!

anw youuu, i miss youu so muchhhh mann :D hah! 5days, is likee. 5 weeks :P NOT!

k till here thenn. I wanna rest. Tired, sleepy :D

ps: I love you so much & its true :D

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

when you're away (:

hey peeps(: blearghhh, awwwwww.

youu, remember this pic? HAHAHA! kiwekk! hitam mann :P anyway, you look gorgeous in this outfit :D i likeee *claps*

youuu, you know that i miss you so muchh now. I know i cant get through you. And, although you're not around, You'll Always be In My heart :D heheh!

come back fast! I missing you so much, dear (:

i cant wait to see you, again :D

I did took bus 21 and 12, and I recall, everything that we do.

Simply, I loveyou, and only you.

People may say, Guys come, and they go. But, i want you to know, im not that kind. I love you, truely, and sincerely. I swear. hehhh! I love you sincerely. I swear. hmmm. youuu, i know its not for you to really believe what i said, but, i'll prove you wrong. Serious. hehh! Youu, I dont know whats wrong with me, but yeaaah. HAHA! and youu, I know Im not the perfect one for youu. I cant be perfect. I create mistakes in life. And, if it happens, one day, you found a guy, that truely cherish you, go ahead with him ayeee. hmmm, im happy to see you happy saayaang. and, I love youu tauu (:

Sunday, June 6, 2010

hey peeps(: sorry for not been updating my blogg. Was kinda busy this week.

blearghh! Saaaayaaaang(: remember this pic? It was the first picture that we took together :D HAHAHA! okayyy, before you leave, i just wanna tell you that, ILOVEYOUSOMUCH~ hehheh! and i swear, i will be a lonely ass when you're not around. Youu, takecare of urself ayee. Dont skip ur meals. Must eat ALOT :D HAHAH! andd, makesuree come back fast! hahah! I will wait for your return taw :D cause i will miss youuu likeee, HEAVEN LOTS :D HAHAHA!

just so you know, you're part of me now(:and ILYSM :D takecareee, sweetheart(: have funn while you're thereee :D love ya alwaysss(:

ps: Overseas from coast to coast, To find a place I love the most. Where the fields are green, to see you once again, My Lovee :D

goodbyeee, dear(: hope to see you soon

Monday, May 31, 2010

going awayyyyyyyy~

Baybeee, remember this pic? HAHAHAH! shhhhhh! Yayyy!

hey peeps! k, i finished my O Level Malayyy! yesss ahh! one subject down mannn! WOOHOOO~ bleargh! okayy, im kinda busy this week mann. Im having camps. And over the weekend, my cousin is getting married so yeaaa. But, at least i did spent my time with her (: weehuuu~ k youuu, there's a note for you here.

Remember when I always place your hand over my chest, and say, You, You'll always be in my heart <3 HAHAHA! its truee you knoww, as true as the coour blue :D nyehehe! Hmmm, youu, takecare of yourself ehh. Dont be too naughty and disturb people. Go get some life :P hahaha! hmmm, one more thing, i just wanna let you knoww, that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SAAAAAYAAAAANG :D HAHAHA! k, till here ayeeeee :D

ps: You never faied to make me smilee when im downn (: i know you love me, and i know you careeee~

love yaa >.<

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

yayyay! She coming back really soon! HAHAHA! happy siaaa(: woohooo~

im currently in sch now, waiting her :D see ya,Bitch :D

youuuu, faster lehhh :D